“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.”

5 December 2012

Already 5 day we leave the November. The clock keep running leave me behind, like we leave the November behind to celebrate the New December. But are we sure The DECEMBER will make us Happy. Hm.. I just don't know. My life is complicated. Enough heart, please stop this game. No more hide and seek. Please :(

To be said and said to be. What am i writing right now ? Starting it over again ? I'm start to give up. 

I don't know how to be perfect. To be a girl that can make everybody happy. Moreover the spring will come in a month. Haimm, I feel very very very afraid to take the result. Seriously afraid. 

Now i have conflict. My ambition is to be syariah lawyer. But my mom DOESN'T LIKE IT AT ALL. She want me to be A TEACHER's.. She want me be like her. Why can't I choose my own ambition. Why must everybody keep telling me that and this and that. Please. Don't push me to do what i hate. It make me stress. Very stress.  

In this moment I only remember one verse of Quran :

Dan janganlah kamu merasa lemah (dalam perjuangan mempertahan dan menegakkan Islam), dan janganlah kamu berdukacita (terhadap apa yang akan menimpa kamu), padahal kamulah orang-orang yang tertinggi (mengatasi musuh dengan mencapai kemenangan) jika kamu orang-orang yang (sungguh-sungguh) beriman.

Anddddddddddddddddd to make me happy, i search Jensen Ackles picture. And one of it make me laugh like seriously :

pftttttsss. Why he eat the *what that things?* like a lot. His face look like chipmunks